Sorry been away

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Sorry you guys I’ve been a lazy bitch this week. Trying to limit my caffeine and it’s just awful ugh. 😳

Oh man I seriously need to wise up, I can’t be stupid like this forever. I’m promising to wake up and go to the gym before work tomorrow I’ll even take a picture as motivation to keep my word.

Oh I want black coffee sooo bad…
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Morning

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I just love this jacket, hehe 🙂

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A little motivation, yesterday was awful for me. At work I suddenly just could not focus my eyes at all, I stared at some papers and as my eyes could like barely put it into words. I sat in the bathroom and panicked for a little and when it wouldn’t go away I went on break and tried to drink some cool water. There white dots we’re flashing in the corner of my eye .
After panicking like crazy I started to get a awful ache in the right side of my head and thought I might pass out. Well I’m pretty sure I had a really bad migraine because my head still aches a little today. It just took me off guard, I’ve never felt like this. 😦

Calorie Count

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Whole grain wheat bagel 1/2 😥
170
Pear
100
So my work brought stupid bagels for everybody and everyone stared at me until I took one RAGE. 😣

Total: 300 calories
(I round up my calories)

Going to aim towards about 500 calories tonight. And heading to the gym later. 🙂

Mornings

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     I wish I could have this body so bad.

But you know what I’ll die trying because anything is better then what I have now. And I’m so disappointed In myself for the fact that this weekend I let my technically exboyfriend.   Get me to eat way more than I should of, and my progress was so good. Oh man this sucks. I have to stay away from him, he’s only caused trouble and pain.